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The Elixir of Freedom



The elixir of freedom


I woke up from a slumber..
With an urge so great
to get out of the shell
and the layers of 
protective and prohibitive
leathery petals that engulfed me...

Not that I never tried before...
Timidly though, I had tried many times..
But never had enough strength or will...
The shell was hard and strong..
I failed miserably..

But it was different this time..
I was determined...
I couldn't bear the darkness,
helplessness, worthlessness
and captivity anymore...

I pushed and kicked
again and again, tirelessly..
I was about to give up, 
But then there appeared
a tiny crack on the shell...

I kept my face in the crack...
Inhaled the feeble fragrance of fresh air..
It was divine and inspiring..
With all my might I pushed and kicked.,.
Finally my perseverance paid off...
I broke out of the shell...
 
I blinked at the mesmerizing light...
Fluttered my tender wings..
The captors told me to go back inside....
Told me that without their protection,
I would  not survive outside...
They tried to get hold of me,
to clip my tender wings.

But, no no no, I said..
Never again into captivity..
After all those years of darkness..
I knew what it meant to be free..
I'd grown too fast...
Sucking in the abundant air...
Grown too big for the shell...

I spread my tiny wings...
Out I go gliding in the wind...
Along the mountain ranges...
Over the seas and meadows...
My wings become stronger 
every passing moment,
consuming the elixir of freedom..

Preetha Raj














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