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A wounded Soul

A Wounded Soul

I am a wounded soul!
wounded countless times .
Some are healed..
Some still bleed..
and some still burn...
Pain like an iron fist
sqeezes and debilitates me...

But....
You will never see me cry..
I possess the skill 
to deflect my tears inwards 
so that the saline stream 
heal my bleeding heart..

I have learned...
to cover my brokenness 
in the veil of my smile..
I have acquired the technique 
to smother my sobs with my songs..

I have mastered endurance...
I know, time will blunt the sharp edges, making it easier to carry the pain along..
And then I would wear my scars 
as badges of bravery...
You'll never see me cry..

Preetha Raj




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